On Sunday, January 4, 2015 10:00:52 PM UTC-5, Lost wrote:   
   > On Sunday, January 4, 2015 6:54:35 PM UTC-6, mermaidpri...@gmail.com wrote:   
   > > I leave for NYC tomorrow morning, staying until Wednesday and planning on   
   ending things Friday. It's gonna be my final hurrah. I'm seeing two of my best   
   friends, we're gonna get shitfaced and high as a kite. Alcohol, weed, coke,   
   the works. I'm gonna    
   go out and live like a wild queen in the city and then come home and die warm   
   and cozy in my bed. It's exactly how I want to go. One last hurrah but in my   
   last moments safe and warm and peaceful.   
   > >    
   > > Leave your name here and I'll be sure to take a shot/hit for you ;)   
   >    
   > You sure you will be able to hang out with your friends, knowing full well   
   that you will never see them again? Won't they sense something?   
      
   One of them knows I have been considering this for awhile and is understanding   
   enough to not spew bullshit platitudes at me or insist I GET HELP!11!! (I have   
   been in more programs/on more meds/seen more doctors over the years than I can   
   even say) and the    
   other will be hard to see of course, but won't sense anything. I've been   
   fighting a really long time, it's time.    
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
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