From: anna.gonzales.wpg@gmail.com   
      
   On Tuesday, January 6, 2015 10:06:34 AM UTC-6, Lamey The Cable Guy wrote:   
   > On Tue, 6 Jan 2015 09:01:54 -0700, "%" :   
   >   
   > >Jack Ryan wrote:   
   > >> That is the bottom line.   
   > >>   
   > >> My life is so miserable and fucked up, that   
   > >> I would be better off not even living.   
   > >>   
   > >> I know that I really should kill myself as   
   > >> soon as possible.  But I am afraid of the   
   > >> actual death moment itself.   
   > >>   
   > >> I sometimes think that I should die in a   
   > >> really painful and gruesome way, in public,   
   > >> because that would be a cool social   
   > >> statement.  Everybody could admire me, and   
   > >> they would all feel happy as they cheer me   
   > >> on.  That would feel cool.   
   > >>   
   > >> The idea of pain a blood and guts sounds fun,   
   > >> but it is still scary, and I need some   
   > >> motivation and encouragement to just grit   
   > >> my teeth and go ahead with it.   
   > >>   
   > >> I would appreciate any advice or ideas.  Or   
   > >> just any encouragement to get my energy up   
   > >> to finally do it.   
   > >>   
   > >> Thank you.   
   >    
   >   
   > What a putz this guy is.   
   So true. JACK stop posting we know its you and not her.   
      
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