Fear of failure als....plus I'm lazy. Hanging out (no pun) for someone to   
   shoot me/stab me fatally before they kill themselves. I'm praying someone in   
   Aus comes along for a murder me/suicide them arrangement. Wishful thinking, me   
   thinks I'll be waiting    
   here and other places for a few years. I am patient....That or a heart attack   
   strikes me down, whichever comes first :)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)