On Wednesday, January 7, 2015 at 10:02:46 PM UTC-5, Lost wrote:   
   > On Wednesday, January 7, 2015 8:19:48 PM UTC-6, mermaidpri...@gmail.com   
   wrote:   
   > > My friend is very suspicious of me attempting on friday (the date I had   
   planned) due to some IDIOTIC comments I made while on cocaine (shit's like   
   truth serum) and I need to continuously text her through the day or else I   
   fear she will call someone    
   if she doesn't hear from me that night and I will be discovered    
   id-overdose/suffocation and taken to the ER (womp womp womppppp.) So I'm going   
   to attempt saturday instead. I still have some last minute shit to figure out   
   anyhow and I'm busy all day    
   tomorrow so it's probably a good thing I have a bit more time to get the   
   details of my belongings/letters/funeral sorted out.   
   > >    
   > > Anyways, feeling very ready to go. How is everyone else doing?   
   >    
   > Wow, what did you say? And how did she react?   
      
   Lost, oh gosh I was SO DUMB!! I was EUPHORIC on this shit, it was GOOD coke,   
   and I Was like "WHEEE!!! I think I can stay alive another week now!!11!" and   
   she was like "!!!!!" and I was like "I promise I'll stay alive for another   
   week!" and then during    
   the comedown I CRIED hysterically and said "I can't promise you I can't   
   promise you" and now I've basically got myself wrapped up in this whole mess,   
   I'm probably gonna have to literally wait until next weekend now instead of   
   this coming one because I    
   aroused so much suspicion and the LAST thing I want is to be discovered mid   
   attempt and be taken to an ER/inpatient place. I'm done, I want to catch this   
   damn bus. My friend was basically like "I respect your decisions but at the   
   same time I feel    
   uncomfortable knowing you're gonna end your life and that I didn't stop it"   
   which I respect, so I'll wait another weekend so she won't feel like "Wow I   
   knew the exact date she was gonna end her life and I didn't stop it" because   
   that is a heavy burden   
      
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