From: nanimo314@gmail.com   
      
   Yes it is natural to be afraid, but is also a clear sign you're not peacefully   
   accepting death, so maybe you should step away from suicide and rethink this,   
   at least for a while.  I too worry about the afterlife, about hell, and I   
   think that I'm better    
   with the temporary though long term problems I have rather than dive headlong   
   into the permanent unknown that could be agony forever.   
      
   You'll probably think this is crazy, but a lot of people follow this, and   
   reading the story at least makes me feel better.  There's a town called   
   Medjugorje in the old Yugoslavia area, and many miracles happen there (people   
   are instantly cured of things    
   there are no cures for), and the Virgin Mary supposedly appears there and   
   gives  messages for the world on how much they are loved and how to live   
   better.  Wouldn't hurt to read about it and see if it makes you feel better   
   too.  Just google "Medjugorje "    
   and there is a lot there.  I suggest one site especially    
      
   www . medjugorje. org   
      
   (You have to remove the spaces in the address)   
      
   Hope this helps and can make you feel at least a little better and more   
   hopeful.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)