From: mermaidprincessmeg12@gmail.com   
      
   On Saturday, January 10, 2015 at 6:47:04 PM UTC-5, % wrote:   
   > Megan wrote:   
   > > On Saturday, January 10, 2015 at 5:50:40 PM UTC-5, % wrote:   
   > >> Megan wrote:   
   > >>> On Saturday, January 10, 2015 at 9:32:11 AM UTC-5, ☆topmyself☆   
   > >>> wrote:   
   > >>>> It wont make any difference unless you were murdered.   
   > >>>> That might put buyers off if it went up for sale soon after a   
   > >>>> murder there. People die at home all the time, especially oldies.   
   > >>>>   
   > >>>> In Japan they dont believe in god but they do believe in spirits.   
   > >>>> If someone kills themselves in a house there it becomes almost   
   > >>>> unsellable or unrentable. If a young tenant commits suicide, the   
   > >>>> landlord will sue their parents for losses. One case I read about   
   > >>>> the parents had to pay the landlord $100,000   
   > >>>   
   > >>> thank you for this reply, Top! Made me feel a bit easier. I know no   
   > >>> matter how or where I do this it's gonna be horrible, but it's good   
   > >>> to know I won't add legal trouble on top of everything else.   
   > >>   
   > >> there will be a huge inquisition   
   > >   
   > > you honestly have nothing better to do than harass suicidal people   
   > > and you never have anything positive to say you just heap on guilt   
   > > and cruelty like why do you bother doing that   
   >    
   > so that you look at both sides of what your actions will do   
      
   You think I haven't? You think I haven't lived in agony over this decision,   
   fighting my hardest, trying every possible avenue of help for YEARS, going to   
   school, working, therapy, treatment programs, meds, EVERYTHING? I KNOW what my   
   actions will do. This    
   isn't something I'm doing because I didn't get the car I wanted or I had a   
   fight with a friend. Both outcomes (me dying and me staying alive) are   
   absolutely abysmal and vile at this point and I am finally going for the one   
   that is at least going to be    
   abysmal and peaceful as opposed to abysmal and tumultuous and financially   
   draining (my treatment, school, etc is nothing compared to the burial costs,   
   plus all my savings will go to my family.) You are such a prick for assuming   
   everyone here has no idea    
   what they're getting into. Nobody WANTS to be in this position. Nobody WANTS   
   to die, sometimes it's really just the last option left and you have offered   
   NO support or kindness here. It'd be one thing if you were encouraging people   
   to remember their    
   death WILL have an impact (because yes, there ARE people who say "MY DEATH   
   WON'T MATTER WAHH) another entirely to harass and beat down every single   
   suicidal person on here. It's just fucking gross. If you're not mentally ill   
   you have literally no    
   business being here and if you are then you should know a lot fucking better,   
   just because YOU are able to survive and cope with your mental illness doesn't   
   mean everyone can.   
      
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