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|    Re: Is it natural to be scared?    |
|    12 Jan 15 05:37:25    |
      From: blueskiesnm83@gmail.com              I was always scared in the past because of the pain. I don't believe in a god       or an afterlife so that never frightened me. After reading some of the       literature like Final Exit, Five Last Acts, etc, and learning about the helium       exit bag method it sounds        as painless as it could be. If goes as planned, it will knock me out       unconscious extremely quick and then I will just not wake up. I don't think I       will feel pain. I used to have these episodes where I would faint during weird       times and was unconscious,        one time I fell to the concrete floor while walking into work and had a large       cut on my forehead but of course I never felt any pain until I woke up       afterwards in an ambulance. My only fear is something going wrong and I end up       not dying but brain        damaged, but I've researched and planned enough that I'm almost positive that       will not be a possibility.               --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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