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   blake to All   
   Re: Is it natural to be scared?   
   12 Jan 15 05:37:25   
   
   From: blueskiesnm83@gmail.com   
      
   I was always scared in the past because of the pain. I don't believe in a god   
   or an afterlife so that never frightened me. After reading some of the   
   literature like Final Exit, Five Last Acts, etc, and learning about the helium   
   exit bag method it sounds    
   as painless as it could be. If goes as planned, it will knock me out   
   unconscious extremely quick and then I will just not wake up. I don't think I   
   will feel pain. I used to have these episodes where I would faint during weird   
   times and was unconscious,    
   one time I fell to the concrete floor while walking into work and had a large   
   cut on my forehead but of course I never felt any pain until I woke up   
   afterwards in an ambulance. My only fear is something going wrong and I end up   
   not dying but brain    
   damaged, but I've researched and planned enough that I'm almost positive that   
   will not be a possibility.    
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)   

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