im from newyork may i know your method when you get home? i have hung and od   
   on painkillers, still here. i have  suffered for many years even tried   
   ketamine infusions as an attempt to get well, maybe we can talk as it takes   
   alot of courage for attempts    
   and i did the whole go out with a blast thing just not enough  drugs docs said   
   i should have been dead but i had a high tollerance   
      
     Monday, January 12, 2015 at 11:51:25 AM UTC-5, Megan wrote:   
   > On Monday, January 12, 2015 at 10:22:01 AM UTC-5, % wrote:   
   > > Megan wrote:   
   > > > On Monday, January 12, 2015 at 1:29:35 AM UTC-5, Bink Mann wrote:   
   > > >> May you rest in peace Megan.   
   > > >    
   > > > hey guys, there was an issue and I had to push the date back a few   
   > > > weeks I wrote about it here   
   > > > https://groups.google.com/forum/#!topic/alt.suicide.holiday/xguMY9tg8eg   
   > > >    
   > > > basically while high on cocaine I blurted out plans to a friend who   
   > > > became suspicious so I wanted to wait a little bit longer just in   
   > > > case she decided to call me or check up on me the night of my attempt   
   > > > and call an ambulance when I didn't respond, the last thing I want is   
   > > > to end up in the ER or another inpatient hospital. I attempted   
   > > > seriously once prior to this and my one mistake was that I was   
   > > > discovered, so I'm trying to ensure that definitely does not happen   
   > > > this time!          
   > >    
   > > LOL , what a load of it   
   >    
   > Excuse me? Go fuck yourself. If I did it impulsively you'd be accusing me of   
   just wanting attention. Now because I'm trying to assure I really do die   
   without being found it's a load of it. You're a piece of shit.   
      
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