On Tuesday, January 13, 2015 at 7:31:22 AM UTC-7, ☆topmyself☆ wrote:   
   > I think that sums it up.   
   >    
   > Suicidal people are more concerned with getting it done, than by the method.   
   >    
   > Unsuicidal people are more concerned by the method than by getting it done.   
      
   This is a very interesting statement.  I want to thank you all for creating   
   such a brave forum.  I have attempted suicide three times since the untimely   
   death of my beloved husband.  All three were with overdose.  I stored the   
   morphine that they gave me    
   when hospicing my husband.  ( i was very surprised they didn't inventory it)    
   I thought for sure that it would be the best method.  But i woke up the next   
   day.  Sick as hell but alive sadly.  I really thought taking all of the oxy   
   that he had left would    
   do the trick but again i woke up the next day.  Overdose was really the way i   
   wanted to go out but i have taken massive doeses and my body seems to have a   
   very high tolerance for  opiates.     
      
   I am now VERY concerned with the method.  NOt because i am not suicidal but   
   because i don't want to wake up and i especially don't want to wake up more   
   messed up than i am right now.   
      
   I very much want to commit suicide on the third anniversary of my husbands   
   death in March.  But i can't take the disappointment of waking up alive   
   again.  It really is the most horrid experience!!!  I am thinking of anti   
   freeze.  Any thoughts and    
   comments would be greatly appreciated.  The fear of pain and dying truly has   
   been outweighed by the pain of living for me.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)