From: twentysomething@gmail.com   
      
   On 21/01/16 17:27, sad_g wrote:   
   > fucking drunk and thinking about ctb again? hmmm??????   
   > but i cant do it right now as my son is going to the university in X   
   > months.   
   >   
   > so i have X months more to be here and then you guys will never see me   
   > again.   
   > its pretty easy...money+black market+prescriptions+drugstore+meds+hotel=   
   > ac method.   
   >   
   > what a wasted life! theres nothing wrong tho. i'm not sad or pissed off,   
   > maybe a lil bit depressed and feeling empty. thats all and idk why. i   
   > was supposed to be fine and happy, no? but i dont feel like that   
   > anymore. since december last year.   
   >   
   > no money problems. no weight problems, no family problems...but it makes   
   > no sense once i wanna die, just like i see no point of getting a tattoo   
   > to cover my 30cm of scars up (what i'm wainting for about 5 years). i   
   > mean, who the hell are gonna notice on my left arm if im dead anyway?   
   >   
   > ehh, its a confused boozed post, i know, but fuck it. i need to vent   
   >   
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   oh, trust me.. you're not the only one who's fucking drunk and thinking   
   of bleeding to death.   
      
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