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|    My experience with H2S    |
|    09 Jul 18 12:39:18    |
      From: no@way.com              I attempted to take my own life on Saturday, but here I am at work        Monday morning. Oh well.              I decided to try making a "detergent suicide" mixture, purchasing        Lime Sulfur and Hydrochloric Acid from the hardware        store.              I prepared a bucket with a hood made of a garbage bag, and put out        some signs to warn the discoverer of my body and the emergency        services that H2S could still be in the atmosphere.              I mixed the chemicals but did not anticipate such a rapid and        violent reaction. Before I could bring the hood over my head I        remember reeling, a rapid tightening if my chest, experiencing my        vision fading, and my hearing becoming distorted. My breathing        was strained, and to me each breath sounded like, well, I don't        quite know how to describe it really, like road noise perhaps?        But amplified and layered over itself a bunch of        times.              Anyway, I started regaining awareness some time later, but I        wasn't in control of my body. My face was pressed right into the        lawn, and although I couldn't see, my eyes were darting        uncontrollably in all directions. This went on for a few minutes,        I think. Gradually I recovered the ability to move and regathered        myself. I went inside for a shower and a smoke, and noticed that        the same TV show was running that was on when I went outside to        begin the process. So from beginning to passing out to recovering        had taken around 20 minutes.              At no stage did I panic, or lose the drive to follow through, but        unfortunately my body's reflexes did what they do best, and flung        me away from danger with gay abandon.              Just wanted to share my story. If anyone else is planning to use        this method, I suggest either the use of a sedative, or perhaps        allowing the gas concentration to build up more gradually, so        unconsciousness precedes the body's reaction to being        poisoned.              I have access to argon gas, I think when the next opportunity to        seek deliverance comes, I will use the exit hood method. I chose        H2S because the opportunity to be interrupted is meant to be much        shorter, but retrospectively I did not sufficiently research the        downsides of this method.                     ----Android NewsGroup Reader----       http://usenet.sinaapp.com/              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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