XPost: alt.beenz   
   From: birdgrl666@gmail.com   
      
   On 19/10/20 2:27 pm, phoebe wrote:   
   > theres no really good reason to stick around - we live in hell   
   > objectively - so the next best thing is to take something to rewire your   
   > brain to alienate you enough so you dont chronically think of death   
   >   
   > i did that and it actually worked pretty well, severe depression is   
   > agonizingly painful   
   >   
   > but lately even with max dose paxil i can't stop thinking about it. im   
   > not specifically in pain in the same way, just can't come up with an   
   > answer about what it's all for   
   >   
   > probably a bad sign   
   >   
   > cheers   
   >   
   super sucky rope inhibitor   
      
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