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   phoebe to All   
   Re: paxil   
   19 Oct 20 10:05:41   
   
   XPost: alt.beenz   
   From: reactor.delivery.mechanism@gmail.com   
      
   On 10/19/20 9:10 AM, narutogirl666 wrote:   
   > On 19/10/20 2:27 pm, phoebe wrote:   
   >> theres no really good reason to stick around - we live in hell   
   >> objectively - so the next best thing is to take something to rewire your   
   >> brain to alienate you enough so you dont chronically think of death   
   >>   
   >> i did that and it actually worked pretty well, severe depression is   
   >> agonizingly painful   
   >>   
   >> but lately even with max dose paxil i can't stop thinking about it. im   
   >> not specifically in pain in the same way, just can't come up with an   
   >> answer about what it's all for   
   >>   
   >> probably a bad sign   
   >>   
   >> cheers   
   >>   
   > super sucky rope inhibitor   
      
   depression is like a nerdz rope   
   existence is like a nerdz rope   
      
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