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   Fox McCloud45 to Lavender-Jamie   
   Re: Is this it? I'm scared...   
   27 Oct 24 12:28:51   
   
   From: foxmccloud45@hotmail.com   
      
   On Sun, 27 Oct 2024 05:05:40 -0700, Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
      
   > I was at the ED for SI a while back, and they took my stuffed shark away   
   > from me and just left me there, crying. When I didn't want to take off   
   > my trousers and pants for them, they straight-up threatened to tie me   
   > down and cut them off... This is all further evidence that this is real   
   > and people really do see me as an adult...   
      
   I believe they see you as a crazy, insane individual more than an adult.   
      
   > Nobody cares about me. Once people get to know me, they probably get   
   > invited to some sort of cult, who's only goals are to make my life as   
   > miserable as possible, by utilizing my fears that they somehow knew   
   > about. But I feel like that there might be just a small number of   
   > actually good people who rejected their offer and actually cares about   
   > me...   
      
   People aren't invited to any such cult, no. However, most individuals seek   
   people they share interests with. It can be for professional and financial   
   success; it can be for entertainment purposes. It is possible for people   
   with few common interests to work together, but should they get to know   
   each other deeper, they may choose to part ways.   
      
   We are currently unable to know exactly what getting to know you means and   
   thus cannot establish any reason as to why people may avoid you.   
      
   Nevertheless, you mention the possibility that a small amount of people   
   care about you. We cannot establish the exact meaning of this given the   
   lack of context, but it means there are individuals who can get along with   
   you. Having a small amount of people truly caring about oneself is, for all   
   intents and purposes, the reality for most individuals.   
      
   > I want to cave in to them and die. I don't know what they want though.   
      
   Unless they actively hate you, they probably want nothing to do with you.   
   However, if these individuals are all part of the same social group (not   
   cult) and the leader(s) of that group dislike(s) you, they may actively   
   bully you due to social pressure within their group.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)   

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