From: lav@lavender.earth   
      
   I feel like I'm a young child stuck inside the body of an adult... I   
   think someone did something to me that either stunted my development or   
   made my body grow up abnormally fast. I don't know what to do.   
      
   I was at the ED for SI a while back, and they took my stuffed shark away   
   from me and just left me there, crying. When I didn't want to take off   
   my trousers and pants for them, they straight-up threatened to tie me   
   down and cut them off... This is all further evidence that this is real   
   and people really do see me as an adult...   
      
   Nobody cares about me. Once people get to know me, they probably get   
   invited to some sort of cult, who's only goals are to make my life as   
   miserable as possible, by utilizing my fears that they somehow knew   
   about. But I feel like that there might be just a small number of   
   actually good people who rejected their offer and actually cares about me...   
      
   I want to cave in to them and die. I don't know what they want though.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)