From: lav@lavender.earth   
      
    > I believe they see you as a crazy, insane individual more than an adult.   
   I mean... If I was a kid they wouldn't do that right? After all, I've   
   just been hugging my blahaj and crying the whole time, nothing too   
   crazy... They would know I would be scared right...? Why else would they   
   do that to me if they don't hate me?   
      
    > Having a small amount of people truly caring about oneself is, for all   
   intents and purposes, the reality for most individuals.   
      
   I guess so, but what isn't very common is how everyone else wants to   
   hurt me and make my life miserable. Regardless, I don't like being hurt,   
   even though it might be how the world works, and if this is the case,   
   it's just one more reason of why I'm incompatible.   
      
    >Unless they actively hate you, they probably want nothing to do with you.   
    >However, if these individuals are all part of the same social group (not   
   cult) and the leader(s) of that group dislike(s) you, they may actively   
   bully you due to social pressure within their group.   
      
   I'm quite certain it's some sort of organized group, and they actively   
   hate me, so... Time to go?   
      
   On 2024-10-27 05:28, Fox McCloud45 wrote:   
    > On Sun, 27 Oct 2024 05:05:40 -0700, Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
    >   
    >> I was at the ED for SI a while back, and they took my stuffed shark away   
    >> from me and just left me there, crying. When I didn't want to take off   
    >> my trousers and pants for them, they straight-up threatened to tie me   
    >> down and cut them off... This is all further evidence that this is real   
    >> and people really do see me as an adult...   
    >   
    > I believe they see you as a crazy, insane individual more than an adult.   
    >   
    >> Nobody cares about me. Once people get to know me, they probably get   
    >> invited to some sort of cult, who's only goals are to make my life as   
    >> miserable as possible, by utilizing my fears that they somehow knew   
    >> about. But I feel like that there might be just a small number of   
    >> actually good people who rejected their offer and actually cares about   
    >> me...   
    >   
    > People aren't invited to any such cult, no. However, most individuals   
   seek   
    > people they share interests with. It can be for professional and   
   financial   
    > success; it can be for entertainment purposes. It is possible for people   
    > with few common interests to work together, but should they get to know   
    > each other deeper, they may choose to part ways.   
    >   
    > We are currently unable to know exactly what getting to know you   
   means and   
    > thus cannot establish any reason as to why people may avoid you.   
    >   
    > Nevertheless, you mention the possibility that a small amount of people   
    > care about you. We cannot establish the exact meaning of this given the   
    > lack of context, but it means there are individuals who can get along   
   with   
    > you. Having a small amount of people truly caring about oneself is,   
   for all   
    > intents and purposes, the reality for most individuals.   
    >   
    >> I want to cave in to them and die. I don't know what they want though.   
    >   
    > Unless they actively hate you, they probably want nothing to do with you.   
    > However, if these individuals are all part of the same social group (not   
    > cult) and the leader(s) of that group dislike(s) you, they may actively   
    > bully you due to social pressure within their group.   
      
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