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   Fox McCloud45 to Lavender-Jamie   
   Re: Is this it? I'm scared...   
   28 Oct 24 18:22:08   
   
   From: foxmccloud45@hotmail.com   
      
   On Sun, 27 Oct 2024 16:35:52 -0700, Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
      
   > I mean... If I was a kid they wouldn't do that right? After all, I've   
   > just been hugging my blahaj and crying the whole time, nothing too   
   > crazy... They would know I would be scared right...? Why else would they   
   > do that to me if they don't hate me?   
      
   If you were a kid, you would have a legal guardian at your side to take   
   care of you.   
   Beyond being scared, the fact that you have been admitted for Self-Injury   
   automatically categorizes you as being mentally unwell. But you stated that   
   your development has been tampered with one way or another and that is most   
   likely correct.   
   I don't think health professionals hate people. Rather, people tend to be   
   dehumanized in the medical world. They don't hate people, they just stop   
   caring. For their own well-being. Can't blame them.   
      
   >  > Having a small amount of people truly caring about oneself is, for   
   >  > all intents and purposes, the reality for most individuals.   
   >   
   > I guess so, but what isn't very common is how everyone else wants to   
   > hurt me and make my life miserable. Regardless, I don't like being hurt,   
   > even though it might be how the world works, and if this is the case,   
   > it's just one more reason of why I'm incompatible.   
      
   No one likes being hurt.   
      
   You seem to be certain of the fact that people actively hate you and want   
   to hurt you, which I cannot verify since I don't know you but it's usually   
   false.   
      
   However, it is true that the world, for the most part, is filled with pain   
   and regrets. We make mistakes. And we learn from them... sometimes. That's   
   what makes us human. But mistakes are what allow us to succeed and make   
   things worth it. Eventually. Not everyone has this chance.   
      
   >  >Unless they actively hate you, they probably want nothing to do with   
   >  >you.   
   >  >However, if these individuals are all part of the same social group   
   >  >(not cult) and the leader(s) of that group dislike(s) you, they may   
   >  >actively bully you due to social pressure within their group.   
   >   
   > I'm quite certain it's some sort of organized group, and they actively   
   > hate me, so... Time to go?   
      
   Do you have any proof of this? Such as an Internet link to such a group? To   
   me, unless you're involved with organized crime, it seems fairly unlikely.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)   

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