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   Lavender-Jamie to All   
   Re: Is this it? I'm scared...   
   28 Oct 24 15:14:18   
   
   From: lav@lavender.earth   
      
   On 2024-10-28 11:22, Fox McCloud45 wrote:   
   > On Sun, 27 Oct 2024 16:35:52 -0700, Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >   
   >> I mean... If I was a kid they wouldn't do that right? After all, I've   
   >> just been hugging my blahaj and crying the whole time, nothing too   
   >> crazy... They would know I would be scared right...? Why else would they   
   >> do that to me if they don't hate me?   
   >   
   > If you were a kid, you would have a legal guardian at your side to take   
   > care of you.   
   > Beyond being scared, the fact that you have been admitted for Self-Injury   
   > automatically categorizes you as being mentally unwell. But you stated   
   > that   
   > your development has been tampered with one way or another and that is   
   > most   
   > likely correct.   
   Now the saddest part is that I'm 17, so I should have a legal guardian   
   by my side. Except... i don't... And I never had...   
      
   > I don't think health professionals hate people. Rather, people tend to be   
   > dehumanized in the medical world. They don't hate people, they just stop   
   > caring. For their own well-being. Can't blame them.   
   >   
   >> > Having a small amount of people truly caring about oneself is, for   
   >> > all intents and purposes, the reality for most individuals.   
   >>   
   >> I guess so, but what isn't very common is how everyone else wants to   
   >> hurt me and make my life miserable. Regardless, I don't like being hurt,   
   >> even though it might be how the world works, and if this is the case,   
   >> it's just one more reason of why I'm incompatible.   
   >   
   > No one likes being hurt.   
   >   
   > You seem to be certain of the fact that people actively hate you and want   
   > to hurt you, which I cannot verify since I don't know you but it's usually   
   > false.   
   >   
   > However, it is true that the world, for the most part, is filled with pain   
   > and regrets. We make mistakes. And we learn from them... sometimes. That's   
   > what makes us human. But mistakes are what allow us to succeed and make   
   > things worth it. Eventually. Not everyone has this chance.   
   >   
   >> >Unless they actively hate you, they probably want nothing to do with   
   >> >you.   
   >> >However, if these individuals are all part of the same social group   
   >> >(not cult) and the leader(s) of that group dislike(s) you, they may   
   >> >actively bully you due to social pressure within their group.   
   >>   
   >> I'm quite certain it's some sort of organized group, and they actively   
   >> hate me, so... Time to go?   
   >   
   > Do you have any proof of this? Such as an Internet link to such a   
   > group? To   
   > me, unless you're involved with organized crime, it seems fairly unlikely.   
   No~ I just feel like this is true...   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
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