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|    Lavender-Jamie to All    |
|    Re: Is this it? I'm scared...    |
|    28 Oct 24 15:13:48    |
      From: lav@lavender.earth              On 2024-10-28 11:22, Fox McCloud45 wrote:       > On Sun, 27 Oct 2024 16:35:52 -0700, Lavender-Jamie wrote:       >       >> I mean... If I was a kid they wouldn't do that right? After all, I've       >> just been hugging my blahaj and crying the whole time, nothing too       >> crazy... They would know I would be scared right...? Why else would they       >> do that to me if they don't hate me?       >       > If you were a kid, you would have a legal guardian at your side to take       > care of you.       > Beyond being scared, the fact that you have been admitted for Self-Injury       > automatically categorizes you as being mentally unwell. But you stated that       > your development has been tampered with one way or another and that is most       > likely correct.       Now the saddest part is that I'm 17, so I should have a legal guardian       by my side. Except... i don't... And I never had...              > I don't think health professionals hate people. Rather, people tend to be       > dehumanized in the medical world. They don't hate people, they just stop       > caring. For their own well-being. Can't blame them.       >       >> > Having a small amount of people truly caring about oneself is, for       >> > all intents and purposes, the reality for most individuals.       >>       >> I guess so, but what isn't very common is how everyone else wants to       >> hurt me and make my life miserable. Regardless, I don't like being hurt,       >> even though it might be how the world works, and if this is the case,       >> it's just one more reason of why I'm incompatible.       >       > No one likes being hurt.       >       > You seem to be certain of the fact that people actively hate you and want       > to hurt you, which I cannot verify since I don't know you but it's usually       > false.       >       > However, it is true that the world, for the most part, is filled with pain       > and regrets. We make mistakes. And we learn from them... sometimes. That's       > what makes us human. But mistakes are what allow us to succeed and make       > things worth it. Eventually. Not everyone has this chance.       >       >> >Unless they actively hate you, they probably want nothing to do with       >> >you.       >> >However, if these individuals are all part of the same social group       >> >(not cult) and the leader(s) of that group dislike(s) you, they may       >> >actively bully you due to social pressure within their group.       >>       >> I'm quite certain it's some sort of organized group, and they actively       >> hate me, so... Time to go?       >       > Do you have any proof of this? Such as an Internet link to such a group? To       > me, unless you're involved with organized crime, it seems fairly unlikely.       No~ I just feel like this is true...              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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