XPost: alt.support.depression   
   From: f00@0f0.00f   
      
   Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   > On 2024-10-29 06:30, kazu wrote:   
   >> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>> On 2024-10-28 12:20, % wrote:   
   >>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war   
   >>>>> crimes in Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in Florida   
   >>>>> and other conservative states, the rise of the Conservatives   
   >>>>> in Canada is all making me sad and want to die. I hate   
   >>>>> people and the stupid shit they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>>   
   >>>> the liberals just won where i live   
   >>>   
   >>> Glad to hear!!! The BC NDPs are also projected to win (CBC)   
   >>> just 51 minutes ago, and I'm so happy :D   
   >>>   
   >>>   
   >>>   
   >>> On 2024-10-28 09:04, kazu wrote:   
   >>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war   
   >>>>> crimes in Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in Florida   
   >>>>> and other conservative states, the rise of the Conservatives   
   >>>>> in Canada is all making me sad and want to die. I hate   
   >>>>> people and the stupid shit they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>>   
   >>>>   
   >>>> oh thank god, a genuinely depressed person here!! its just   
   >>>> the two of us against the world bro!   
   >>>>   
   >>>> uhhh.... is that really a reason to want to die? i hate   
   >>>> people too, but i hate myself more.  is there something else   
   >>>> going on underneath?   
   >>>   
   >>>   
   >>> I want to die because I feel like that everyone hates me, that   
   >>> humans are evil, and that I hate myself too. Also, BPD so :P   
   >>   
   >>   
   >> its good that i know my psych terms, i would have thought it   
   >> meant some bowel related stuff. so which meds are you on? for   
   >> me its 2 anti-ds, 1 mood and 1.... i stopped taking benzos,   
   >> they were making me mad. this was last year, but the other 3 i   
   >> have continued with increase in dosage for 2.   
   >>   
   >>   
   >>>   
   >>> But I really don't know, considering that a lot of people   
   >>> don't even believe that climate change is a real thing...   
   >>   
   >> its is beyond real, it is here and now.   
   >>   
   >>   
   >   
   > My meds:   
   > Managed by psychiatry:   
   > Sertraline 200mg PO QDaily   
   > Quetiapine XR 100mg PO QDaily   
   > Lorazepam 1mg SL BID PRN for Anxiety and Agitation   
   > Quetiapine 25-50mg PO BID PRN for Anxiety and Agitation   
   > Quetiapine 100mg PO QHs PRN for Sleep   
   >   
   > Managed by gender specialist:   
   > Estradiol Valerate 6mg IM q1w   
   >   
   > Managed by PCP:   
   > Ondansetron ODT 4mg SL TID AC PRN for Nausea   
      
      
   that is a lot of pills, lot of quetiapine.... does it zombify   
   you? is it helping? sertraline is also pretty high, mine is half   
   that, counting dosage increases.   
      
   how long have you been on this?   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)