XPost: alt.support.depression   
   From: lav@lavender.earth   
      
   On 2024-10-29 06:30, kazu wrote:   
   > Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >> On 2024-10-28 12:20, % wrote:   
   >>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war crimes in   
   >>>> Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in Florida and other   
   >>>> conservative states, the rise of the Conservatives in Canada is all   
   >>>> making me sad and want to die. I hate people and the stupid shit   
   >>>> they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>   
   >>> the liberals just won where i live   
   >>   
   >> Glad to hear!!! The BC NDPs are also projected to win (CBC) just 51   
   >> minutes ago, and I'm so happy :D   
   >>   
   >>   
   >>   
   >> On 2024-10-28 09:04, kazu wrote:   
   >>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war crimes in   
   >>>> Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in Florida and other   
   >>>> conservative states, the rise of the Conservatives in Canada is all   
   >>>> making me sad and want to die. I hate people and the stupid shit   
   >>>> they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>   
   >>>   
   >>> oh thank god, a genuinely depressed person here!! its just the two of   
   >>> us against the world bro!   
   >>>   
   >>> uhhh.... is that really a reason to want to die? i hate people too,   
   >>> but i hate myself more.  is there something else going on underneath?   
   >>   
   >>   
   >> I want to die because I feel like that everyone hates me, that humans   
   >> are evil, and that I hate myself too. Also, BPD so :P   
   >   
   >   
   > its good that i know my psych terms, i would have thought it meant some   
   > bowel related stuff. so which meds are you on? for me its 2 anti-ds, 1   
   > mood and 1.... i stopped taking benzos, they were making me mad. this   
   > was last year, but the other 3 i have continued with increase in dosage   
   > for 2.   
   >   
   >   
   >>   
   >> But I really don't know, considering that a lot of people don't even   
   >> believe that climate change is a real thing...   
   >   
   > its is beyond real, it is here and now.   
   >   
   >   
      
   My meds:   
   Managed by psychiatry:   
   Sertraline 200mg PO QDaily   
   Quetiapine XR 100mg PO QDaily   
   Lorazepam 1mg SL BID PRN for Anxiety and Agitation   
   Quetiapine 25-50mg PO BID PRN for Anxiety and Agitation   
   Quetiapine 100mg PO QHs PRN for Sleep   
      
   Managed by gender specialist:   
   Estradiol Valerate 6mg IM q1w   
      
   Managed by PCP:   
   Ondansetron ODT 4mg SL TID AC PRN for Nausea   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)