XPost: alt.support.depression   
   From: f00@0f0.00f   
      
   Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   > On 2024-10-30 08:35, kazu wrote:   
   >> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>> On 2024-10-29 06:30, kazu wrote:   
   >>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>> On 2024-10-28 12:20, % wrote:   
   >>>>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war   
   >>>>>>> crimes in Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in   
   >>>>>>> Florida and other conservative states, the rise of the   
   >>>>>>> Conservatives in Canada is all making me sad and want to   
   >>>>>>> die. I hate people and the stupid shit they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>> the liberals just won where i live   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>> Glad to hear!!! The BC NDPs are also projected to win (CBC)   
   >>>>> just 51 minutes ago, and I'm so happy :D   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>> On 2024-10-28 09:04, kazu wrote:   
   >>>>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war   
   >>>>>>> crimes in Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in   
   >>>>>>> Florida and other conservative states, the rise of the   
   >>>>>>> Conservatives in Canada is all making me sad and want to   
   >>>>>>> die. I hate people and the stupid shit they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>> oh thank god, a genuinely depressed person here!! its just   
   >>>>>> the two of us against the world bro!   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>> uhhh.... is that really a reason to want to die? i hate   
   >>>>>> people too, but i hate myself more.  is there something   
   >>>>>> else going on underneath?   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>> I want to die because I feel like that everyone hates me,   
   >>>>> that humans are evil, and that I hate myself too. Also, BPD   
   >>>>> so :P   
   >>>>   
   >>>>   
   >>>> its good that i know my psych terms, i would have thought it   
   >>>> meant some bowel related stuff. so which meds are you on? for   
   >>>> me its 2 anti-ds, 1 mood and 1.... i stopped taking benzos,   
   >>>> they were making me mad. this was last year, but the other 3   
   >>>> i have continued with increase in dosage for 2.   
   >>>>   
   >>>>   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>> But I really don't know, considering that a lot of people   
   >>>>> don't even believe that climate change is a real thing...   
   >>>>   
   >>>> its is beyond real, it is here and now.   
   >>>>   
   >>>>   
   >>>   
   > 9ol..   
   >>   
   >>   
   >> that is a lot of pills, lot of quetiapine.... does it zombify   
   >> you? is it helping? sertraline is also pretty high, mine is   
   >> half that, counting dosage increases.   
   >>   
   >> how long have you been on this?   
   >   
   > I've been on these meds for like 6+ months, but only have   
   > recently discontinued:   
   > Aripiprazole 15mg (used to be 20 before lowering it 6m ago) PO   
   > QDaily   
   > Loxapine 2.5-5mg IM BID PRN   
   > Lorazepam 1-2mg IM BID PRN   
   >   
      
   these are all really strong meds, all of them control bpd?   
      
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