XPost: alt.support.depression   
   From: lav@lavender.earth   
      
   On 2024-10-31 05:28, kazu wrote:   
   > Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >> On 2024-10-30 08:35, kazu wrote:   
   >>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>> On 2024-10-29 06:30, kazu wrote:   
   >>>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>>> On 2024-10-28 12:20, % wrote:   
   >>>>>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>>>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war crimes in   
   >>>>>>>> Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in Florida and other   
   >>>>>>>> conservative states, the rise of the Conservatives in Canada is   
   >>>>>>>> all making me sad and want to die. I hate people and the stupid   
   >>>>>>>> shit they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>> the liberals just won where i live   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>> Glad to hear!!! The BC NDPs are also projected to win (CBC) just   
   >>>>>> 51 minutes ago, and I'm so happy :D   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>> On 2024-10-28 09:04, kazu wrote:   
   >>>>>>> Lavender-Jamie wrote:   
   >>>>>>>> With everything going on in the world, such as the war crimes in   
   >>>>>>>> Ukraine and Gaza, the far-right people in Florida and other   
   >>>>>>>> conservative states, the rise of the Conservatives in Canada is   
   >>>>>>>> all making me sad and want to die. I hate people and the stupid   
   >>>>>>>> shit they do. Anyone else?   
   >>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>> oh thank god, a genuinely depressed person here!! its just the   
   >>>>>>> two of us against the world bro!   
   >>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>> uhhh.... is that really a reason to want to die? i hate people   
   >>>>>>> too, but i hate myself more.  is there something else going on   
   >>>>>>> underneath?   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>> I want to die because I feel like that everyone hates me, that   
   >>>>>> humans are evil, and that I hate myself too. Also, BPD so :P   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>> its good that i know my psych terms, i would have thought it meant   
   >>>>> some bowel related stuff. so which meds are you on? for me its 2   
   >>>>> anti-ds, 1 mood and 1.... i stopped taking benzos, they were making   
   >>>>> me mad. this was last year, but the other 3 i have continued with   
   >>>>> increase in dosage for 2.   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>> But I really don't know, considering that a lot of people don't   
   >>>>>> even believe that climate change is a real thing...   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>> its is beyond real, it is here and now.   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>   
   >> 9ol..   
   >>>   
   >>>   
   >>> that is a lot of pills, lot of quetiapine.... does it zombify you? is   
   >>> it helping? sertraline is also pretty high, mine is half that,   
   >>> counting dosage increases.   
   >>>   
   >>> how long have you been on this?   
   >>   
   >> I've been on these meds for like 6+ months, but only have recently   
   >> discontinued:   
   >> Aripiprazole 15mg (used to be 20 before lowering it 6m ago) PO QDaily   
   >> Loxapine 2.5-5mg IM BID PRN   
   >> Lorazepam 1-2mg IM BID PRN   
   >>   
   >   
   > these are all really strong meds, all of them control bpd?   
   >   
   >   
   And others, but yeah~   
      
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