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|    Casa to All    |
|    Re: How I Almost Died & Why I Am Alive!    |
|    03 Feb 25 03:38:38    |
      From: casa@nomail.invalid              % wrote:       > scottanddarnell@gmail.com wrote:       >> Twenty-two years ago on New Year's Eve, I was involved in the party       >> scene. I thought I was living the good life. I had moved to       >> Shreveport to manage the GNC at Southpark Mall. I had just bought a       >> 1992 Dodge Dakota Sport. I was twenty-three at this time. Before       >> this, I managed the GNC at Pecanland Mall in Monroe, La. I was into       >> working out. I had lost about 65 pounds through exercising and       >> dieting. My friend, John, helped me with all that I was doing. In       >> November, my district manager asked me if I could transfer to the       >> Shreveport store. I eagerly told him that I would. I was wanting to       >> move up in the company. Previously, I had met a young woman at one of       >> the clubs that I went with my friend named Al. We started dating       >> before I moved. She lived in Ruston. When stopped in see her one day       >> as I was going back to West Monroe to visit, she broke up with me.       >> The day before New Year's Eve, she called me to ask us to hold a       >> place for her at the club where we would be at in Monroe. I had       >> something to prove! We all got to the bar that night with partying on       >> our minds. I started drinking mixed drinks. Sometime after midnight,       >> I blacked-out. I remember just bits and pieces of what was to happen       >> after that. I remember walking out to my truck. After that, I       >> remember shutting the passenger door to the truck. Then, I was       >> walking on the other side of the bridge down Trenton Street in West       >> Monroe. Then, I was at the door of Al's apartment. I woke up at 10:00       >> on New Year's Day. I told Al that we needed to find my truck. I       >> didn't know where it was! We drove around looking for it in West       >> Monroe and Monroe. I finally called The Monroe Police Department to       >> ask I'd they had towed the truck. The woman on the line told me that       >> it had been towed to Master's Auto Service in Monroe. I went to see       >> it there. The hood and front was crushed in the middle. The owner of       >> the towing company told me that I was fortunate to be alive. I had       >> hit a utility pole on the corner of Pine and Walnut, which was       >> several blocks from the club. The police had pulled some of my hair       >> from the windshield where I had hit with my head. I had walked one       >> mile from where I had wrecked. The officer that worked the accident       >> called me at midnight on January the 1st to ask me about what had       >> happened. I lied about what I did, but they knew that I had been       >> drinking. I had to go back to Shreveport without transportation. Over       >> the next several months, I depended on my parents to pick me up and       >> bring my back home on most weekends. I walked to work sometimes and       >> got a taxi at others. One day at work, I was talking with a regular       >> customer about some of our products. She and her husband worked for       >> the Shreveport Police Department. We ended up talking about church       >> and Jesus. She asked where I went to church. I told her that I was       >> trying to go back to church. She said "You're not doing anything! You       >> better come back to Jesus now!" There had been others who had       >> witnessed to me before, but her words       >> made me think. I didn't write the exact date down, but around March       >> the 15th I repented of my sins, asked for forgiveness, and was saved       >> at Kingston Village Apartments on Kingston Road! What a change! I was       >> born-again! I was washed in the blood of Jesus! told everyone what       >> had happened to me! I couldn't go back to the clubs anymore! I       >> couldn't listen to the same music anymore! I didn't have the desire       >> to drink anymore! I was a changed man! I was able to move back home       >> and get my old job back in April. I am thankful that I have had an       >> extension on my life. I should have       >> died that night of my accident, but I am alive! I am saved!       >       > no you aren't        >        >       Tsk tsk, assworm.              --- SoupGate-DOS v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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