From: not@home.com   
      
   dirge wrote:   
      
   > On 05/23/2025 10:45, Dexter wrote:   
   > > dirge wrote:   
   > >   
   > > > Not a single person in my life would care if I'm gone. Most of the day no   
   > > > one even cares to check in on me, text me, say hi, ask me how I am, not   
   > > > even the people who call themselves my best friends and my partner.  I am   
   > > > a disgusting vermin and piece of human shit, I deserve to die. I've got   
   > > > rope and it's already tied into a noose, I just need to figure out   
   > > > whether or not to leave a note. I should, right? But it's not like anyone   
   > > > is going to read it or care about it, anyways. No one comes to visit me   
   > > > except my roommate, who probably wouldn't even know I'm dead for hours or   
   > > > days later anyways. No one would find my body for probably days or weeks.   
   > > > I'm so tired of caring about people and putting effort into relationships   
   > > > when no one will reciprocate. It's a futile effort. This'll probably be   
   > > > my last post on ASH because I think I'm just gonna go ahead and do it.   
   > > > Bye.   
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   > >   
   > > Are you still around?   
   > Unfortunately. I tried that night and last week on Friday but wimped out and   
   > didn't follow through either time.   
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   Sorry for the delayed response,   
      
   I hope you're getting some form of therapy.   
      
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