XPost: alt.checkmate   
   From: casa@nomail.invalid   
      
   % wrote in Message-ID :   
   > Jack Ryan wrote:   
   >> That is the bottom line.   
   >>   
   >> My life is so miserable and fucked up, that   
   >> I would be better off not even living.   
   >>   
   >> I know that I really should kill myself as   
   >> soon as possible.  But I am afraid of the   
   >> actual death moment itself.   
   >>   
   >> I sometimes think that I should die in a   
   >> really painful and gruesome way, in public,   
   >> because that would be a cool social   
   >> statement.  Everybody could admire me, and   
   >> they would all feel happy as they cheer me   
   >> on.  That would feel cool.   
   >>   
   >> The idea of pain a blood and guts sounds fun,   
   >> but it is still scary, and I need some   
   >> motivation and encouragement to just grit   
   >> my teeth and go ahead with it.   
   >>   
   >> I would appreciate any advice or ideas.  Or   
   >> just any encouragement to get my energy up   
   >> to finally do it.   
   >>   
   >> Thank you.   
   >>   
   >> Lori Naxxxxxx   
   >>   
   >> Phone - (7x4) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx    
   >>   
   >> Email - xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx   
   >>   
   >> xxxxx Grand St   
   >> xxxxxx   
   >   
   > try pushing your head up your bum   
    >   
    >   
   You're a sick fuck, squiggles.   
      
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