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   Re: im a bear cause i dont know what she   
   20 Oct 25 20:19:33   
   
   From: _@_.__   
      
   On Mon, 20 Oct 2025 20:19:00 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
      
   >On Mon, 20 Oct 2025 20:07:14 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >   
   >>On Mon, 20 Oct 2025 20:06:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>   
   >>>On Mon, 20 Oct 2025 15:46:56 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>   
   >>>>On Mon, 20 Oct 2025 15:46:26 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>   
   >>>>>On Mon, 20 Oct 2025 10:05:39 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>>>On Mon, 20 Oct 2025 10:04:56 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>On Sun, 19 Oct 2025 20:39:12 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>On Sun, 19 Oct 2025 20:38:36 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
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   >>>>>>>>>On Sat, 18 Oct 2025 20:34:59 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>On Sat, 18 Oct 2025 20:34:24 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>On Sat, 18 Oct 2025 20:15:46 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>On Sat, 18 Oct 2025 20:14:44 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>On Sat, 18 Oct 2025 15:48:10 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>On Sat, 18 Oct 2025 15:47:15 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>On Fri, 17 Oct 2025 20:57:43 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>On Fri, 17 Oct 2025 20:57:02 +0100, _ <_@_.__> wrote:   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>im a bear cause i dont know what she told them about me.   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>a total loser. she prepared my bed for me to lay in.   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and everybody laughed at me in 1999. thats was so funny pooft   
   not   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>in 1999 she took away everything i gave away, that they thought   
   it was   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>meant to her.   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i wasnt in love with her, and they htought i was   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i gave things away cause they said i was the king   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and i wasnt the king   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>her presence gives me a lack of self control like as if i had no   
   self   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>control thanks to her. thats why i lost my mind in 1999   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>>with no sense of whats right or wrong   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >>>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>>i lose track of space and time and reality cause of her presence.im   
   >>>>>>>>>>>her prisoner.im attracted to her magnet but i dont love her.   
   >>>>>>>>>>>there are girls with high magnets and people go crazy like me.   
   >>>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >>>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>>in 1999 the  reason why i flew to the moon aka as high as i could was   
   >>>>>>>>>to get rid of her aka for her to release me.i was the vessel used by   
   >>>>>>>>>her. and she never released me, meaning she was the beast.she not only   
   >>>>>>>>>not released me but she liked flying on my back.   
   >>>>>>>>>so she was the beast and me the inocent   
   >>>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >>>>>>>   
   >>>>>>>i take back all my lauughters in 1999   
   >>>>>>   
   >>>>>>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >>>>>   
   >>>>> me in 1999 i was totally crazy.thinking i could win against a   
   >>>>>thousand people, me just 1 against so many, .i wasnt normal   
   >>>>   
   >>>>   
   >>>>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >>>   
   >>>in 1999 i made believe life was easy and funny.   
   >>>of course i was a kid life is always easy when people are young.   
   >>>now im old life is crap nothing is easy nor funny   
   >>   
   >>i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
   >   
   >in 1999 i had inner demons that i didnt knew how to get rid of them(my   
   >mind disease)i kept all the bullets/demons inside   
      
   i take back what i said today forgive me im siick i cry,.-,-   
      
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