From: sihschris@aol.com   
      
   Love after Triangle   
   by: Sihschris@aol.com   
   Disclaimer: Not mine, all characters belong to Chris Carter, 1013 and    
   Fox.  No infremgement intended.   
   Rating: NC 17 for sexual content   
   Summary: Mulder and Scully talk about the past, present, and future   
   Input: yes, please!  Please don't archive.   
   Spoilers: Small ones for Triangle, The End, Syzygy, Momento Mori, The    
   Pilot   
      
      
      
      
   "Scully?" Mulder said.   
   She leaned over his bed to look closer at him.   
   "I love you" he said, as serious as he could at that moment.  "Oh    
   brother" she said and turned to leave.  He grabbed her hand "Damn it    
   Scully" he said as he pulled her back to him.  She stumbled a bit and    
   fell over the bed on top of him.  Her left hand landed on his chest    
   for support and her torso on his.  She looked up and they were nose    
   to nose.  "Scully, I love you.  I'm *IN* love with you.  I've told    
   you before that I can't do this without you.  But *this* didn't only    
   mean work.  I want to be your partner in every aspect of the word.  I    
   want to be your work partner yes, because I value you and your    
   science.  But I want to be your life partner....your bed partner.  I    
   want it all with *YOU*  there's no one else.  Hasn't been since you    
   walked into my office 5 years ago."  she looked at him    
   stunned.  "Mulder..........." she started.  He put a finger up to her    
   lips.  "No, Scully, please let me finish before I lose my nerve."     
   She nodded.  "I'm lonely Scully." He said and let out a sigh.  "I    
   have this hole....this void in my life that you seem to fill.  You    
   complete my work, yes, but you complete me as a person. I want to    
   come home, and I want to come home with you."     
      
   Scully thought for a moment and said "What about Diana?  You share a    
   past with her.  Not only a past, but a marriage, there was a bond    
   there Mulder.  Can you bond with two women?  Can you love two women    
   at the same time?"   
      
   "Scully" Mulder said "Diana was my past.  I did love her, yes, but    
   she left me.  Left my work.............left my life a very long time    
   ago.  I did trust her, even after you warned me not to.  But she was    
   once my wife Scully.  I had to believe that she wouldn't hurt me.     
   But she did.  She took over my work, our work, Scully, the X-Files.     
   Stabbed me in the back"  He paused, and put her hand up to his lips    
   and kissed her fingers. "But Scully, you're my now, my present and    
   future.  You have never once left me.  Everyone else in my lousy    
   thing of a life has.  My dad, Samantha, Phoebe.....Diana."  He    
   swallowed.  "But, I don't want to go backwards anymore Scully.  I    
   want to move on, and I want to move on with you.  I *LOVE* only you    
   Scully."  He kissed her fingers again.  "When I was on the Queen    
   Anne, you believed me then.  You stayed with me then and listened to    
   what I was telling you Scully.  You were the only one then just like    
   you're the only one now.  I've said it before, you're my one in 5    
   billion Scully.  I LOVE YOU, not her, *YOU*"   
      
   Scully's eyes started to fill with tears.  "Oh Scully, don't cry    
   please.  What can I do to make it better for you?"   
   She looked at him and said "You already have.  You just completed my    
   life.  I'm so in love with you Mulder, I'm past denying it anymore.     
   Denial didn't do either of us any good.  It just tore at us, tore us    
   apart on too many occasions.  Especially when I walked in and saw you    
   with Detective White.  That hurt me Mulder.  And instead of telling    
   you then that I loved you, I took my pain and anger out on you.  I    
   swallowed my feelings again Mulder and the only thing that happened    
   is more pain and torment.  For that I'm sorry."     
      
   He smiled at her "Scully, were you jealous?"  And waggled his eye    
   brows at her.  "Ugh" she said as she rolled her eyes.  "The green    
   eyed monster paid me a visit on many occasions Mulder.  Any woman who    
   looked your way made me green with anger and jealousy"  She sat down    
   on the bed facing him and leaned in and put her forehead to    
   his.  "Did you hear what I said Mulder?  I said I love you too"  His    
   eyes widdened "I heard you Scully but I wanted to make sure I didn't    
   misunderstand the word "Love" for the word "Friendship" Scully, I    
   wanted to hear you say you're *IN LOVE" with me too.  If you    
   are......."  She sat up  "Stop it Mulder.  Stop trying to define    
   things.  Why is it that you believe everyone but me?  Huh Mulder?     
   Coming from Mr. Trust no one, why can't you trust me and take what I    
   say at face value?  Mulder, I'm *IN LOVE* with you too, believe    
   that."  Before he could speak, she leaned in for the kiss.   
      
   Her left hand landed on his right peck as she squeezed.  His closed    
   his eyes to deepen the kiss, his hands wandering up her shoulders and    
   resting behind her neck. His fingers playing in her hair while his    
   tongue asked for permission to enter her mouth.  Her lips parted to    
   give affirmation.  He ended their first kiss and she sat up.  "What's    
   wrong Mulder?"  He looked at her and thought a few moments and then    
   said "I want to make love to you Scully.  But not here, not like    
   this.  Not with me in a hospital bed.  I want our first time to be    
   meaningful, absolutely perfect Scully.  I want to pick you up in my    
   arms and carry you into my room and lay you on my bed.  I want to    
   take my time and strip you, to find out everything there is to know    
   about you, your body and it's needs."  He paused.  "I want to take my    
   time Scully, I want to know you.  I don't want to be like some    
   teenager and have sex for the act of having sex.  I want to make love    
   to you Scully."    
      
   She leaned in to him again and said "There you go again Mulder"  and    
   climbed up onto his bed "making decisions for me again" she threw her    
   left leg over  him "Assuming that I do in fact want to make love to    
   you Mulder"  She straddled him as her hands untied the gown around    
   his neck and pulled it down.  "Assuming that right now wouldn't be    
   perfect because listen to me Mulder, when we're together nothing we    
   can do with each other will ever be less than perfect."  She leaned    
   in and kissed him as she pulled off his gown.  His now trembling    
   hands began to unbutton her shirt, pulling off her jacket and shirt,    
   landing in a puddle on the floor.  His left hand unzipped her pants    
   as his right hand massaged her neck.  He pulled away "Scully, are you    
   sure?"  He said, hoping her answer was yes.  "Mulder, don't over    
   analyze things.  If I weren't sure I wouldn't be here would I?"  He    
   took that answer and pulled at her pants.  She lifted up so he could    
   slide them down, and in an instant, they were in the floor with her    
   shirt.   
      
   His throbbing penis was now teasing her saturated entrance.  She slid    
   forward a bit and slid down, engulfing him.  Once he was completely    
   inside of her, she started to rotate her hips.  His hands now on her    
   waist stopped her.  "If you want me to last more than three seconds    
      
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