From: taffyxf@yahoo.com   
      
   Title: Forgive Us Our Trespasses   
   Author: Taffy Northwood   
   E-Mail: taffyxf@yahoo.com   
   Rating: NC17 (now and then)   
   Category: AU, MSR   
   Archives: Just ask.   
   Feedback: Never in bad taste    
   Disclaimer: Mulder, Scully, Skinner and any   
   other XF characters are on loan only.   
   Summary: In 1909 New York City, there were two   
   distinct and separate worlds: that of the very wealthy   
   and that of the very poor. Could love bridge the   
   great divide between those worlds for two star-crossed   
   lovers?   
   Author Notes: Like a huge part of the fandom, I've   
   become absolutely dotty over AU fic. This is my   
   modest attempt to put Mulder and Scully into another   
   time and place. Please be aware, this is a   
   work-in-progress.   
      
   Forgive Us Our Trespasses - Katherine Mulder's story. Part 16   
      
   "Katherine, my dear, Teena tells me you are a nurse,"   
   Harriet Cortlandt said. "And that you met Fox when   
   he was injured in an accident on the street."   
      
   "Yes," Katie replied, fighting a smile as she   
   recalled Mulder's 'street accident' with Tom Colton's   
   fists. "I suppose that's true."   
      
   "How very fortunate for you," Mrs. Cortlandt said,   
   smugly. "Fox is quite a catch."   
      
   Her use of the present tense was not lost on Katie.   
   Mrs. Cortlandt had an unmarried daughter. The fact   
   that Mulder thought Lillian Cortlandt was as interesting   
   as a bowl of porridge didn't enter in to her mother's   
   calculations. Katie had stolen the prize, snatched   
   it from Miss Cortlandt's dainty hands, and that was   
   all that mattered.   
      
   In the weeks after William Mulder's death, many of the   
   Mulders' friends came to offer their condolences. And   
   Teena had introduced her new daughter-in-law to the   
   visitors.   
      
   The visits were uncomfortable for Katie. The Mulders'   
   friends were always polite, but every word, every   
   gesture, every breath they took, told Katie that she   
   didn't fit in and would never be accepted.   
      
   Some of the guests would tell Katie how fond they were   
   of their Irish maids. Others would expound that with   
   her nursing education, Katie was a credit to her kind.   
      
   She had shared some stories with Mulder. With a shrug   
   he told her that people were idiots, and that she   
   shouldn't feel obliged to mix with snobs on his   
   behalf. Indeed, he took the lead in refusing   
   invitations, telling Katie he didn't want to waste   
   his time or hers being bored.   
      
   But Katie didn't want anyone to think that she was   
   hiding from them. Whatever Mulder said, she suspected   
   his professional endeavors would move more smoothly if   
   they at least made a show of following the rules.   
      
   As the weeks went by, her pregnancy progressed and   
   became more apparent to the casual eye. That was when   
   the real whispering and sly glances began. Katie had   
   no doubt that trapping a wealthy man due to pregnancy   
   was somehow even more objectionable than merely marrying   
   above one's station.   
      
   She'd chosen to accompany Teena today because the   
   luncheon was in support of the Rose McMillan Free   
   Lending Library. Though she and Teena were still   
   in mourning, New York society always made allowances   
   for good works.   
      
   The women in attendance seemed indifferent about the   
   benefits of a library to a community. Everyone in the   
   room, it seemed, was far more interested in Katie. Many   
   of them probably believed, as Mrs. Cortlandt did, that   
   she had arrived in their midst through trickery.   
      
   "My husband will be flattered, I'm sure, to hear   
   himself described as a catch," Katie said, with a   
   forced smile.   
      
   "Oh, I have no doubt he fancies himself the hunter.   
   Most men have no inkling that they've been snared in a   
   trap." Mrs. Cortlandt's smile was just as bright.   
      
   Katie might have pointed out that Lillian Cortlandt   
   was perhaps unappealing as bait, but she felt it wiser   
   to comment that the man who found himself captured by   
   young Miss Cortlandt would be fortunate indeed.   
      
   If Katie's sorties into high society were awkward, her   
   attempts to entertain old friends and family at home   
   were actually painful. It took the threat of tears   
   before Maggie would agree to join them for dinner.   
   Dunham, the chauffeur, was dispatched to pick her up on   
   the evening in question.   
      
   Later Katie learned that first her mother had been   
   afraid to get into the Rolls Royce, but once inside,   
   she had insisted that Dunham give rides to several   
   neighbors before she allowed him to take her uptown.   
   At the table, Maggie's nervousness had made her   
   quarrelsome, and Katie, to her own shame, found her   
   coarse and opinionated.   
      
   Long before the last course was served, Maggie   
   suddenly announced that it was time to leave.   
   When she couldn't be dissuaded, Mulder himself   
   drove her home, as she declared that Dunham   
   drove like a madman and she'd prefer to walk.   
      
   Mulder took it all in stride. Mothers, he   
   explained, had a sacred duty to embarrass their   
   children. In no time at all, Katie would be   
   dreaming up ways to make their own Baby Boo wish   
   he was an orphan.   
      
   Her sister's visits were easier. She found Missy's   
   gawking and frank exclamations of astonishment easier   
   to bear than their mother's defensive rudeness. Often   
   Danny excluded himself from the gathering, but when he   
   came along he was solemn and well-behaved. Michael   
   was happiest rough-housing with Mulder, but if he or   
   his brother became overly difficult, it was a simple   
   matter to entrust them to one of the maids.   
      
   After one such visit, Katie overheard Edgar   
   reprimanding a footman for mimicking Missy's   
   low-class accent and manners.   
      
   Sometimes Charlie would tag along with Missy and the   
   boys, but more often he would come on his own, and use   
   the servants' entrance. Katie would find him in the   
   kitchen, delighting Cook with his appetite and   
   appreciation. He had long since abandoned his   
   crutches, but there was a funny hitch to his gait that   
   troubled Katie. Vincent had said they needed to give   
   it time, but Katie still worried.   
      
   Bill visited only once, wearing the Sunday suit that   
   used to seem fancy but was now quaint and worn. He   
   spoke carefully and formally, even following Teena's   
   example and addressing her as Katherine.   
      
   Shayna was Shayna wherever she went. Mulder   
   introduced her to Teena as Katie's old friend and his   
   personal guardian angel. Teena was surprisingly   
   unperturbed by Shayna's frank and picturesque speech,   
   but Mulder theorized that most of it went over her   
   head.   
      
   Mrs. Tibby graced the table several times,   
   without causing a stir. She and Teena Mulder had   
   a passing acquaintance from the good works both   
   women devoted time to.   
      
   Teena was accommodating to the visitors from the east   
   side, even gracious, after her fashion. Katie still   
   longed for the little house she and Mulder once   
   dreamed of, with a nursery and a darkroom, but it had   
   been months since either of them mentioned it, and   
   months since Mulder had picked up a camera.   
      
   Mulder was not unaware of her discomfort. When he   
   urged his mother to escape the cold weather on an   
   ocean cruise or at a spa, Katie knew he was thinking   
   of her. Teena crushed both their hopes by answering   
   that she couldn't even think of enjoying herself so   
      
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