From: geoghega@netaxs.com   
      
   Hi Sue Cheezits,   
      
    I found Ed Murray.. he e-mailed me so I called his house and talked to   
   his mom, then him two days later..   
      
    nothing since(this all happened two months ago)   
      
    he seems to be disagreeable about my chronic unemployment/being   
   unemployed for so long(18yrs)!   
      
    I just called my mom tonight after about a week and a half..   
      
    WSNY104.5 FM radio is playing christmas music   
      
    I celebrate christmas however it is also a time of great sorrow for me as   
   I reminince(sp) about how good christmases-past were for me in my   
   close-knit family growing up during the 70's in Yardley (:   
      
    (I'm zonked on an ativan(I suffer from a panic disorder)(and had an   
   attack/episode this afternoon)   
      
    I'm about to watch the friday nite CBS drama called "Joan of Arcadia"   
   which airs at 8pm against my better intuition(CBS seems to me to have gone   
   ultra-conservative lately) I also like/d the CBS sitcoms "Yes Daer" and   
   "Still Standing" which air on Monday nights starting at 8pm   
      
    my panic attacks are so strange... a very stressful election week with no   
   problems then a full, much milder, week later; two afternoon panic attacks   
   in two consectutive days!   
      
    thank-god they make medicine:(ativan) and the doctors are willing to give   
   it to me(it's very addictive) that remedies them(I'm down for about an   
   hour)(xanax would act faster)   
      
    as is normal for me lately, I e-mailed my brother today and ironically we   
   talked about/he defined: "blogs"; weblogs; - public airings/web   
   postings(like this) of personal gripes   
      
    it is colder this week and I'm using an electric space heater(which I get   
   a LIHEAP grant every year for) to warm my inner city apartment because the   
   main heat hasn't gone on yet..   
      
    well my TV beckons...   
      
    sorry Sue that I haven't/didn't get back to you sooner   
      
    Andy   
      
    42 year old former computer programmer and business administrator   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)