From: goldarachel@gmail.com   
      
   On Sunday, August 22, 2021 at 7:50:26 PM UTC-7, nate wrote:   
   > On Sunday, August 22, 2021 at 8:43:33 AM UTC-4, will.d @gmail.com wrote:    
   > > Kind of stumped here as well, kids and grandkids?   
   > 7 would be Maria from Sara's first marriage, 5 from Bob and Sara's marriage   
   and Desiree from that last marriage.    
   > maybe you're on to something, Will !    
   >    
   >    
   > - nate   
      
   hi nate. isn't it 6 total? sometimes i forget desi, too, but i think that's   
   because (here i go again, right, loves herself beyond any faults? yeah, sure,   
   no offense! :) ) anyway, marc said he never got over sara, i didn't know he   
   was married and divorced    
   again until i moved here and got back online with rmd...but he wanted to be   
   with a woman...from what i gathered from what my friend said...but that was   
   the problem, he didn't love anybody else, i thought. and i wanted him to get   
   over that so badly, to be    
   happy like i was, like maybe you can love me and get over her, IF YOU WANT, to   
   be happy... i mean, if he never wanted to let her go, then it was not my place   
   to attempt to dissuade him in any way, and by the time i got here, he had   
   already put out toom,    
   so i sorta feel more his family with her, and not so used to, oh, right, well,   
   it gets complicated, i mean, that's two different women!!! back to toom, it   
   was so obvious to me what it was about....so i was trying to help him get back   
   to the highlands    
   before the eggs turned rotten. i mean, well, the truth was, i was going CRAZY   
   without him, and the letters, oh right, then TOOM was already committed to   
   official permanence, like, NO WAY, YOU CAN'T DO THIS!!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO   
   RIGHT!!!!!!! i mean, at first    
   about toom, i was also like, well, not the first listen, but as it circulated   
   around in my head (not listening over and over), i was like, he's just USING   
   ME for lyrics, he has no creativity left, and he's, well, okay, frankly, so   
   pathetic, just a washed    
   up old has-been, so i cuckolded him in an attempt to move on, but that FAILED,   
   every relationship practically, even intimate friendship,  i attempted to   
   cultivate FAILED GLORIOUSLY ( :-//////) so i went up into my head, and figured   
   it out there, love and    
   theft, in a way that made SENSE to me, that he really WASN'T using me, and we   
   really had something going!!!!!!!! :-/// but, as bob p. says, "common sense   
   has yet to be standardized."   
      
   btw, hello! how are you??? hope all is well, *obviously,* yada yada yada....   
   :-)   
      
   thanks for making me step out of my comfort zone and post in this bob dylan   
   chat group again, grr.... :-///// (grumble grumble grumble, where i DON'T   
   BELONG!!!!!!!!) (do i? :-//////) (bob?)   
      
   i don't know. is chaim correct? is this how you attract the light like you of   
   a higher vibration? i mean, the whole 6 thing (a private joke i think we have,   
   due to his instruction, about "the light wants to share") seems utterly   
   absurd, all that pain and    
   suffering for a funny private joke which was only funny for a few months, or   
   whatever, and connected a few random unconnected musical dots, that's fucking   
   STUPID, just like the example of how do we cross a street was solved through   
   ockham's razor. i mean,   
    sure, i didn't quite get calculus, but i excelled in other areas, does he   
   think i'm a MORON???? or wanted to see what could happen if you    
   believe*....like my life is all just some stupid FANTASY?!?!??!?) and makes me   
   feel like he's turning me into one    
   great big fat JOKE. chaim?   
      
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    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)