From: roach4994@gmail.com   
      
   On Sunday, August 20, 2023 at 8:05:37 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:   
   > On Sunday, August 20, 2023 at 7:29:55 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:    
   > > On Sunday, August 20, 2023 at 7:27:41 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:    
   > > > Life-threatening flooding at Point Dume up the coast to somewhere else,   
   i forget    
   > > i told bob to high tail his little ass back here (to me), where it's warm   
   and safe. i say warm cuz i am cuddling under a nice wool pendleton blanket i   
   bought, i have used it all summer, to stay warm from the floor fan blowing on   
   the bed, no air    
   conditioning (never turned it on this year).   
   > bob, it is COMPLETELY ABSURD for you to be involved in any of the handling   
   of this emergency at your house/estate. you have so many people working for   
   you, you've worked your whole life, you have only the best professionals (i   
   think?). you are EIGHTY    
   TWO YEARS OLD, you DESERVE A BREAK.    
   >    
   > YOU DESERVE TO TAKE A VACATION FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.    
   >    
   > if you are having fun, and LOVE YOUR JOB, and never want to stop, then you   
   are a liar, all your songs that you say you believe in, you have stolen away   
   my life, that's FRAUD, that's EXPLOITATION, that is BREACH OF CONTRACT, we had   
   an understanding,    
   there were some bumps along the way, but i needed you, chaim was of no   
   practically useful help really, when i needed you back SO_BAD, every single   
   thing i did, i think if there is debate/discussion about it, i mean, you think   
   i would *want* to be with    
   anyone else besides you????? i *thought* jim *was* bob dylan!!!!!!!!! i was   
   higher than a bird, like you say....i felt sorry for him, his story, about a   
   hole in his heart (physical), etc....it was insane i was so high, and it   
   fucked me up mentally for a    
   while, all of august, all that writing, i had nothing else, everything else   
   that month outside of writing was TOTAL AGONIZING SICKNESS. i was SO_SICK. and   
   i tried to move on cause of the slip of the lip, in the board and care, and   
   you never came. but    
   then toom came out, so then the letter. and you sent it back. that was the   
   last straw. forget you. and i tried to move on as best i could, it was   
   SO_HARD, and then when i finally found enough peace to start to read some   
   poetry some more (i read some in    
   wla) i read something which reminded me of you, and the rest is history.....    
   >    
   > camareo spanish hills (sp?) it says from point dume to there.   
      
   i can't recall if my call to him was before or after jim. i was still totally   
   crazy in the way i was which brought me to you...i had a jokerman in my   
   head... :-//// i really did...that's how i got there in the first place.   
      
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