From: rpattree2@gmail.com   
      
   My posts are not meant to be scholarly,   
   typo free, gramatically correct, in chronological   
   order, etc. They are meant to make some psycho   
   assholes back off. I probably would have never   
   posted about my mk experience, even though I   
   have told people about it. This is part journal   
   and part blog, that will probably never be read   
   by many or any, other than me. I was going to   
   start a blog but routine poisoning, the hunt for   
   the source, recuperation time, etc bog me down.   
      
   My reason for posting the following is to explain   
   how I realized at a young to very young age that   
   something peculiar was going on in my life. The   
   earliest memories I had of my "family" was at the   
   age of four or five, on a christmas eve or day.   
   I didn't know who they were. I was basically in   
   a continuous fog/haze and always sick with colds,   
   flu, ear aches, etc. I had real bad leg aches that   
   would make me cry and keep me in bed. I would put   
   a pillow between my legs and get in a fetal postion   
   for some relief. The leg aches only lasted for a year   
   or so. Sometimes I would wet the bed but not often.   
   The worst symptoms I had are what I would call weather   
   change seizures, similar to vestibular epilepsy.   
      
   The strange thing about these symptoms is they were not   
   consistent. I had noticed that extended visits with   
   distant grandparents or lengthy vacation trips would   
   see a significant reduction or complete elimination   
   of symptoms. Up until the age of 11, the places(homes)   
   I suffered the worse were Lake Charles, Tyler, Magnolia,   
   and Fort Smith, with FS being the worst. When my parents   
   seperated/divorced we moved to Hattiesburg, MS and my   
   symptoms basically disappeared. For the first time my   
   foggy/hazy mind had cleared. I felt like a different person.   
   Somebody I told this to said it sounded like I went from   
   night to day. One puzzling thing I noticed was when I got   
   in a wet musty area I had some strange face and shoulder   
   tics but that went away within a year or so of being in MS.   
   This new person that I was only lasted from the summer before   
   my 6th grade and on into my 8th grade and then I started back   
   into periodic foggy/hazy thinking. This was my first suspicion   
   of being poisoned.   
      
   To Be Continued   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)