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   Happy Oyster to rpattree2@gmail.com   
   Re: From Night To Day   
   16 Mar 14 00:00:06   
   
   From: -*-*.@.*-*-   
      
   On Fri, 14 Mar 2014 02:23:10 -0700 (PDT), Oliver Crangle   
    wrote:   
      
   >My posts are not meant to be scholarly,   
   >typo free, gramatically correct, in chronological   
   >order, etc. They are meant to make some psycho   
   >assholes back off. I probably would have never   
   >posted about my mk experience, even though I   
   >have told people about it. This is part journal   
   >and part blog, that will probably never be read   
   >by many or any, other than me. I was going to   
   >start a blog but routine poisoning, the hunt for   
   >the source, recuperation time, etc bog me down.   
   >   
   >My reason for posting the following is to explain   
   >how I realized at a young to very young age that   
   >something peculiar was going on in my life. The   
   >earliest memories I had of my "family" was at the   
   >age of four or five, on a christmas eve or day.   
   >I didn't know who they were. I was basically in   
   >a continuous fog/haze and always sick with colds,   
   >flu, ear aches, etc. I had real bad leg aches that   
   >would make me cry and keep me in bed. I would put   
   >a pillow between my legs and get in a fetal postion   
   >for some relief. The leg aches only lasted for a year   
   >or so. Sometimes I would wet the bed but not often.   
   >The worst symptoms I had are what I would call weather   
   >change seizures, similar to vestibular epilepsy.   
   >   
   >The strange thing about these symptoms is they were not   
   >consistent. I had noticed that extended visits with   
   >distant grandparents or lengthy vacation trips would   
   >see a significant reduction or complete elimination   
   >of symptoms. Up until the age of 11, the places(homes)   
   >I suffered the worse were Lake Charles, Tyler, Magnolia,   
   >and Fort Smith, with FS being the worst. When my parents   
   >seperated/divorced we moved to Hattiesburg, MS and my   
   >symptoms basically disappeared. For the first time my   
   >foggy/hazy mind had cleared. I felt like a different person.   
   >Somebody I told this to said it sounded like I went from   
   >night to day. One puzzling thing I noticed was when I got   
   >in a wet musty area I had some strange face and shoulder   
   >tics but that went away within a year or so of being in MS.   
   >This new person that I was only lasted from the summer before   
   >my 6th grade and on into my 8th grade and then I started back   
   >into periodic foggy/hazy thinking. This was my first suspicion   
   >of being poisoned.   
   >   
   >To Be Continued   
      
      
   I wonder how this will develop...   
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