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   From: dalton@nfld.com   
      
   January 29 marked 23 years since my low years, which I hoped   
   would last only seven years, began. It was also 24 years since   
   my mystic/peak orgasm. Also January 28 was the 51st   
   anniversary of the birth of Sarah McLachlan, who has been   
   my main human inspiration.   
      
   Due to the recurring nature of the number 55 for me, I hope   
   that I will come out of the low years when I turn 55, in a   
   few weeks time. If not, I hope that I will come out of the   
   low years (catch the Salmon of Wisdom, achieve   
   awakening/enlightenment, bring forth new fire from the   
   cremation ground, return from the wilderness) in two years   
   time when the sunspot cycle starts to come up again.   
      
   However note that while I am on my current medication regimen   
   the low years are not very low except in terms of creativity,   
   but that very medication may have extended the low years   
   and be blocking my release. But I am not going to risk   
   coming off medications again during the low of the sunspot   
   cycle, even though I might be able to get away with it as   
   long as I don’t believe perineum click divination and do   
   abstain from alcohol 1--9 days before full moon and from   
   marijuana during all of waxing moon.   
      
   For my mystic bipolar autobiography see my Salmon on the Thorns   
   web page.   
      
   --   
   David Dalton dalton@nfld.com http://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)   
   http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)   
   “With light in my head/With you in my arms   
   I wish I was the brakeman/On a hurtlin fevered train " (The Waterboys)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)