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   From: dawgface@ten.hut   
      
    wrote in message   
   news:49661019-8b51-47ed-b39a-fccee173d2e3@k13g2000hse.googlegroups.com...   
   > Hello all,   
   >   
   > I have an issue that I've been working with for years and want to know   
   > anyone's professional opinion.   
   >   
   > Well I guess I should start with the beginning, and keep it short.  I   
   > physically abused for many years of my life.  Of course that would be   
   > the cause.  That was short.  LOL.   
   >   
   > Ok.  The issue.  I usually feel nothing for anyone or anything.  And   
   > the opportunities to get close to anything at all I push myself away   
   > from it.   
   >   
   > I went to many therapists.  I studied NLP, Hypnosis, and many other   
   > things.  Last December I went to a professional hypnotist.  It was   
   > great.  Now I don't have terrible shake when I'm around people that I   
   > could like.   
   >   
   > I knew on the inside that I could go further.   
   >   
   > I kept taking NLP courses as they seem to get me further and   
   > hypnotizing myself.  I took a course called Core Transormation.  It   
   > was interesting.  Communicating with the various parts.  So I bought   
   > the book and continued working.   
   >   
   > Core Transformation: Reaching the Wellspring Within by Connirae   
   > Andreas, Ph.D. (with Tamara Andreas), Real People Press (1994)   
   >   
   > Here's my trouble.  Everytime I communicate with this part of me, I   
   > start crying, then I get mad, then I start crying some more.  I figure   
   > that this is good for me, as I haven't cried in decades.  But I've   
   > been crying for a couple of months now!   
   >   
   > I went out with some friends yesterday and I kept going to the   
   > bathroom to cry.  What the hell!  I'm a grown man.  I don't know what   
   > to do.  I keep getting stuck communicating with this part.   
   >   
   > I don't know what to do.  Maybe you guys can tell me.  I don't want to   
   > ignore this important part of me.  But I don't want to be crying for   
   > no reason in public.   Maybe I need to cry for a few more weeks?   
   >   
      
   I guess you are ready for your sex change operation.   
      
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