From: andronicus451@gmail.com   
      
   I still watch your beauty   
   I still crave you my dear   
   Maybe you think I'm old goat   
   Maybe you think I'm weird   
   Maybe you think I'm queer   
   I don't know how you think, my dear   
      
   And now I am fifty-four   
   By calender, but I want more   
   I feel younger   
   I feel stronger   
   I feel out of time   
   I told you all and I hoped you will be mine   
   There is no secret left   
   Except that which is hidden from the world   
   The word untold   
   They will never find   
   They would never reveal   
   Or they would steal   
   Or they would kill   
      
   It is so hard to preserve   
   Anything innocent   
   Anything pure   
   Anything worthy of the time   
   When I said you're mine   
   When they said they work for God   
   And I was too bold   
      
   I still watch your beauty, dear   
   But it becomes clear   
   That in this life   
   I might not have the likes of you   
   Because you crave for something different   
   Something I found untrue   
      
   I love you more than the Cosmos does   
   But in the conflict of the energies   
   I would just disappear   
   Turn non-existing   
   Maybe tun queer   
   Is this what the others did   
   Trying to lift your lid?   
   Can my verses reach you?   
   Can my verses touch you at all?   
   Do I really matter?   
   To you?   
      
   I am trying to be true   
   I am trying not to lie to you   
   Like all the rest   
   I guess we have to go through the pain   
   And endure the test   
   Endure the loss   
   Of the precious things   
   Watch the angels losing their wings   
   Because it is the will of the higher power   
   Which I might understand   
   But the pain is overwhelming   
   So I return to my fortress   
   So I return to my tower   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)