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|    Nate Abookire to All    |
|    Re: Serious question for Giron & Abookir    |
|    07 Feb 20 09:42:11    |
      From: adam.ozturk1990@gmail.com              Great question and I actually appreciate it and no stupid response to the best       of my ability.              I am not "scared shitless of the Great Other" although I am not sure if we are       working with the same toolbox of definitions here either.               I have had such experiences. I have experienced a series of strangely timed       synchronicities whose causality I couldn't analyze under any circumstances.       These led me out of very dark situations, away from people who were trying to       hurt me, and towards        self-improvement. Simultaneously they also opened me up to something deeper       yet to come.              I have experienced in the Eucharist, much like Denis, a power I can only       describe as theurgic and sacramental being transmitted to me from other than       me. This is within the Eastern Christian ritual context.               I have encountered people from whom I felt a mysterious energy who were from       completely different walks of life and then parted from them with no       justifiable reason to ever see them again yet years later encountered them in       a new setting and found our        lives tossed together for a time.               I have seen icons weeping without being able to identify a mechanism or       artificial inducement to do so and I have a more skeptical mindset than the       average bear.               When my mother died and I felt she was no more and a wave of grief came over       me at the beauty and tragedy of her life and how she suffered in the end I       passed through a deep dark place until something happened, whether within me       or not I don't know, that        said it is okay. Death is nothing to be feared though our instinct is to cling       to life. I felt a deep sense of the wholeness of reality and my mother's       continued and never ending place within that wholeness.              There's a few others of even "weirder" varieties but I offer these as a       grounded baseline as they formed my life and convictions in their most       positive manifestations.              --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05        * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)    |
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