From: adam.ozturk1990@gmail.com   
      
   Thank you for your answers.   
      
   I largely agree with you. I will contest the commitmentphobia theory though. I   
   remain on good and speaking terms with the two exes in my longest term   
   relationships, both the ex-wife and ex-fiance. There have been some   
   girlfriends in the short term    
   afterwards and these relationships ended amicably also because they were never   
   meant to be long term.   
      
   I will not air my exes or my dirty laundry publicly. It's not particularly   
   scandalous and quite banal. Suffice to say in the marriage I got into it too   
   young and therefore too immature. At the end of that relationship is when I   
   first encountered you on    
   Facebook. The next long term relationship was where I really grew and matured   
   but where I was also severely tested: having a partner with severe trauma and   
   illness is a challenge. That in itself was not the reason it didn't last but   
   it was the backdrop    
   for a host of mistakes, many mine, some hers.    
      
   I am not the demon you think I am. I also know, despite sometimes being very   
   angry at you and sometimes channeling that anger into humor, you are not a   
   demon either Nima. I have seen aspects of you albeit through a digital filter   
   that are good. I don't    
   really disagree with your politics and I also don't disagree with your   
   position on psychedelics when used sacramentally. I don't quite understand   
   your ire to your religion of origin at this time but I do find your interest   
   in the Babi Azali tradition    
   interesting.   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)