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   From: dalton@nfld.com   
      
   Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my   
   Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by   
   nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of   
   September 5/6, 19991, and that low/wilderness years began for me on January   
   29, 1996, and that I compare those low years to the Buddha’s ascetic years.   
      
   You may also know of my four components (global new age onset magickal   
   workings). One of those components is what I call the Sarah stuff, which is   
   either all the wishes, prayers, and magickal workings of Sarah McLachlan (my   
   main human inspirer, who I consider the devi type to me as avatar type even   
   if we never become involved romantically) or some some stuff which she has   
   designated to replace it.   
      
   Earlier tonight some of the Sarah stuff was accepted by my top deity ALL and   
   while it was coming on I think I came out of the low years into a place of   
   centred clarity, and it is lasting, though I am not at all high, but feel a   
   little tired. Also probably I would notice it (the contrast between being in   
   the low years and being out of the low years) more if I wasn’t on   
   medication. But it feels somewhat like an opening up of my crown chakra. So   
   it seems that Sarah wished me out of my low/wilderness years.   
      
   --   
   David Dalton dalton@nfld.com http://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)   
   http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)   
   “But once there was a darkness, deep and endless night   
   You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light” (S. McLachlan)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)