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   > > > > Recent Changes section of my Salmon on the Thorns   
   > > > > web page yet), and   
   > > > >   
   > > > > 2. [i.p. &  i.b.p.t.s.r. &  a.i.] -- the a.i. (associated information)   
   > > > > already   
   > > > > includes a direct pointer to me, the ootw, or an intermediate to me.   
   > > > > It will also now include a direct pointer to the mi-ootw, Sarah   
   McLachlan,   
   > > > > or an intermediate to her. By then there should be various protections   
   > > > > in place for her, which I will discuss if anyone asks me to.   
   > > > >   
   > > > > With that in mind I began a new attempt at 4:18 p.m.   
   > > >   
   > > > By 8 p.m. a lot was supposedly on, and I did note some   
   > > > non-mundane evidence such as signs that people were   
   > > > mad at me after (F1) supposedly came on. However   
   > > > I have no mundane evidence, since I have no new hits   
   > > > on my Salmon on the Thorns web page, and instead of   
   > > > behaving in a more loving fashion toward one another,   
   > > > my sister Anne and her common-law husband Pat were   
   > > > less loving toward one another, which shouldn’t have been   
   > > > the case if they had become optimally sexually compatible,   
   > > > been locked, and gotten a marriage blessing. Also   
   > > > Anne is not exhibiting signs of a.s.c. (4).   
   > > >   
   > > > I thought I would get an early night tonight but now that   
   > > > doesn’t look likely.   
   > > >   
   > > > The phase of moon now could still be considered late in the   
   > > > full moon period, or as Waning Clamshell/the tombstone   
   > > > rolls aside/the hill is shifting sand/the death and impermanence   
   > > > drawing in The Turquoise Bee book.   
   > > >   
   > > > FULL RESET, with one change required:   
   > > >   
   > > > 1. popthrough order -- the recent 42 reverse chronological   
   > > > followed by the remaining 2640 dnosc (by decreasing number   
   > > > of someones covered by the hcp sub). So now for Muslims   
   > > > the priority will be Jacob, Jesus, Moses, Mohammed.   
   > > >   
   > > > With that in mind I began a new attempt at 9:01 p.m.   
   > > >   
   > > > July 11 is Cheer Up the Lonely Day/World Population Day   
   > > > July 12 will be Simplicity Day/New Conversations Day.   
   > >   
   > > July 12, 2025.   
   > >   
   > > There is no fucking evidence of progress.   
   > >   
   > > FULL RESET, with two changes required:   
   > >   
   > > 1. incorporation order will be f, h, m, s,   
   > >   
   > > 2. popthrough order will be the recent 42 reverse chronological,   
   > > then the remaining 2640 by decreasing number of living   
   > > ghomosapiens+galiens (soon to be ghuman species group)   
   > > covered by the hcp sub.   
   > >   
   > > I have told Goddess that I will try one last time, and if it fails   
   > > I will tell her fuck you and get on with my life, though it   
   > > seems nobody will believe my matchmaking ability and   
   > > special abilities determination ability, and I don’t have   
   > > any immediate prospects of academic progress using   
   > > my physics and cetacean communication ideas/clues.   
   > > Also I am approaching 61.5 years old and would have   
   > > wasted three decades of my life (though I did get a   
   > > Ph.D. in there). But in getting on with my life I could   
   > > get on a slightly earlier sleep schedule, get more   
   > > exercise, and get out to more live music.   
   > >   
   > > I began a new attempt at 2:55 a.m. This in inconvenient   
   > > since it means I may be in the middle of tracking the   
   > > attempt when I need to be visiting my brother in late   
   > > morning or early afternoon. And I may go hear Serena   
   > > Ryder at night, though only if the rain has let up by suppertime   
   > > (unless she puts me on the guest list so I can boost her, ha).   
   >   
   > The attempt STALLED when I was visiting my brother.   
   >   
   > That was my last attempt.   
   >   
   > Goddess has refused to give me just [B], and without blocks 1 and 2   
   > being lifted I have no chance at compatible romance, and even   
   > if blocks 1 and 2 were lifted I have an old lock with Sarah and thus   
   > I could not be involved with any other bif without Sarah communicating   
   > directly to me permission for me to be involved with other bifs   
   > (women attracted to both genders).   
   >   
   > Fuck you, Goddess.   
      
   July 14, 2025 (Bastille Day/Pandemonium Day)   
      
   After the above I was mildly depressed for a couple of   
   days but have since lightened up.   
      
   I apologize to Goddess for saying “Fuck you” to her.   
      
   However I don’t think that She or any of her   
   aspects need to have their ass pecked. :-)   
      
   --   
   https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)   
   "And the cart is on a wheel; And the wheel is on a hill;   
   And the hill is shifting sand; And inside these laws we stand" (Ferron)   
      
   --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05   
    * Origin: you cannot sedate... all the things you hate (1:229/2)